lost and found

I like to lose myself in a moment ...

... I like to find myself in the music ♪ ♫

some words

In the dark of the night,

some words don't seem so scary.

memories ...

These streets are filled with memories,

Both perfect and in pain ...

... And all I wanna do is love you

But I'm the only one to blame.

rain!

Goodbyes are meant for lonely people,

standing in the rain,

and no matter where I go,

 it's always pouring all the same.

promise <3

I know I'm not the best for you..

..but promise that you'll stay.

<3

All I can taste is this moment,

and all I can breathe is your life.

Coz sooner or later it's over,

I just don't want to miss you tonight.

like always!

 It fell apart...

...like it always does!

the truth!

If you looked inside a girl,

you would see how much she really cries,

you would find so many secrets,

and lots and lots of lies,

but what you'll see most is how hard it is to stay strong,

when nothing is right,

and everything is wrong.

fragile

...Sometimes I feel like I'm alone

Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong

Sometimes I feel so frail, so small

Sometimes I feel vulnerable

Sometimes I feel a little fragile...

...

You see that girl..?

She seems so invincible right..?

But just touch her and she'll wince.

She has secrets,

and she trusts no one.

She's the perfect example of betrayal,

cause everyone that she has ever trusted,

broke her.

They both fell in love with each other,

but neither were brave enough to admit the truth,

simply because,

neither one of them was willing to lose their friendship.

beautifully broken

 Pretty smiles and makeup hides so much these days.

She finally gave up...

She dropped the fake smile,

as a tear ran down her cheek,

she whispered to herself,

"I can't do this anymore"

dark.

She won't turn around...

...the shadows are long,

and she fears if she cries that first tear,

the tears will not stop raining down.

She won't make a sound...

...alone in this fight with herself,

and the fear's whispering,

if she stands,

she'll fall down.

broken!

She sits in her corner,

singing herself to sleep.

Wrapped in all the promises,

noone seems to keep.

She no longer cries to herself,

no tears left to wash away,

just diaries of empty pages,

feelings gone astray.

Butterfly

Butterfly fly away,

    Flap your wings, now you can't stay.

Take those dreams and make them all come true.

The forbidden fruit always tastes the sweetest <3

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,

but I have promises to keep,

and miles to go before I sleep <3

~ Stopping by woods on a snowy evening

-Robert Frost.

<3

So have you been to a place like this?

To see your breath as it paints against the sky.

The fever is near,

I wish you were here.

Travelling

So .. i have got the travelling bug .. i recently went on a cruise to some of the south pacific islands (Fiji, New Caledonia and Vanuatu) and it was amazing! It was the second time I have been there and I swear it gets better everytime!

Well, while we were on the cruise I made a few friends, and one of them was irish .. i swear .. it just made me want to travel more. Plus my cousin is going to Europe in November for a yr and i have a friend who lives in Germany, and also used to live in the Netherlands and they both contribute to my growing travelling bug!

There are sooooo many places i want to see .. My next holiday will most likely be another cruise, and then after that will be Europe, and then after that will be USA! I just want to see the world so badly!

Here are a few places i wanna see:

IRELAND:
~Dublin in particular ~

GERMANY

ITALY

NETHERLANDS:

OMG there are so many places I want to go .. i dont even have time to find enough pictures .. and this post is going to be big enough as it is!

A lil about me!

MELLY ~ MEL BEL


Sydney girl

I was an 'oops' baby :D

I'm gonna travel to europe one day

I have dreams

I love my lavender conditioner

♥ greys anatomy

tequila is ♥

♥ twilight saga ♥



i like alone time..

i like reading...

i like walking in the rain and listening to storms.




It takes alot for me to consider someone a hero or rolemodel!




per sempre e' solo un' illusione che possediumo (forever is only an illusion we possess)